Monday
Yesterday was Memorial day so Matt and I hung out went over to his parents house for breakfast and were then planning on going shooting. But apparently everyone under the sun thought that would be a great idea too because there was a huge waiting list. So instead we drove up the canyon to look at the flooding rivers and pineveiw. I have never seen anything like it, especially in Utah. The people that had houses right up against the river now had the river for a yard and for a deck. The water was going so fast that it ended up looking like it was boiling and was hitting under the bridges. It was scary to look at these homes that might be destroyed soon.
After driving around for a bit we went back to his parents house and watched "A bridge too far". It was pretty good, as far as war movies go. I don't know, I just have a hard time watching them because of how manny lives were lost and how many homes were broken because of these things. I do want to be informed but that doesn't mean that I enjoy it. After the movie we had a steak dinner which was de-licious! I love Matt's family and am so thankful that I get along with them so well.
Tuesday (today)
Today was not a very enjoyable day. I was running late to work so I just threw some clothes on, put my hair up, and ran out the door. When I got to work I found out some plans I had made fell through which really upset me because I wasn't able to figure out a solution since I was working and couldn't just start texting while I was at work. Around the end of my shift I went to count my till and saw that I was $20 short. How could I of been $20 short!? I went out to the front near tears so I could tell Carlos, my co-worker, what happened. Before he could go back and double check for me we had to make some drinks but I was really shaky and anxious about the missing $20 and I sprayed hot steam all over myself and kept dropping lids and straws everywhere. Eventually we got all the drinks made, and made well, so I watched the front while Carlos checked my till for me. He came back out and said that I just added my numbers wrong and was right all along. I can't believe that I sat there and recounted my money three times and didn't think to try adding the numbers again. UGH!
I was a little light headed from my little panic attack so I went home and did a few chores around the house and noticed that I started to feel some seizures starting up. I decided to lay down and relax so that I could try and get rid of them so I could do some chores. Matt called and I told him how I was feeling and that I hadn't had the chance to eat today and was too disoriented to make it down the hall (I know that sounds pathetic but it's true). Matt, being the sweet man that he is, went and bought me pizza and milk (because I apparently mentioned how I needed some. I don't remember that). He totally brightened up my day. Once again, I am thankful for him and the way he can cheer me up. It's a gift.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Saturday
Oops, I skipped Saturday. My apologies.
I seem to remember Saturday being really rainy and cold. Which is not something you want to be experiencing in late May. But I didn't have work until 3:30 so I played my video games and relaxed until then. As of right now I am working on Lego Harry Potter years 1-4. The wonderful thing about lego games is you can just run around and destroy things. If you just keep hitting (or in this case jinxing) things then you will usually find out what you need to do. It isn't a frustrating game, it is easy enough that you don't get too worked up about but challenging enough that you aren't bored.
Cute.
Work was pretty slow and relaxed so I just talked with my boss Diane and her daughter Lily. It is so nice to have a boss and co-workers that you enjoy. I know I talk about this all the time but I truly do feel blessed by this job. It came at the perfect time and I don't have to wonder how I will get food for that week. God is providing for me big time and for that, I am thankful.
I seem to remember Saturday being really rainy and cold. Which is not something you want to be experiencing in late May. But I didn't have work until 3:30 so I played my video games and relaxed until then. As of right now I am working on Lego Harry Potter years 1-4. The wonderful thing about lego games is you can just run around and destroy things. If you just keep hitting (or in this case jinxing) things then you will usually find out what you need to do. It isn't a frustrating game, it is easy enough that you don't get too worked up about but challenging enough that you aren't bored.
Work was pretty slow and relaxed so I just talked with my boss Diane and her daughter Lily. It is so nice to have a boss and co-workers that you enjoy. I know I talk about this all the time but I truly do feel blessed by this job. It came at the perfect time and I don't have to wonder how I will get food for that week. God is providing for me big time and for that, I am thankful.
Sunday
Oh my goodness I am behind. Just imagine how long my blog will be when I get back from Japan. A whole two weeks of not writting here (I'll keep my notebook so I will remember).
Sunday
Sunday I worked until about six and had an annoying customer that was there my ENTIRE shift. He isn't a creepy guy but he goes over board sometimes. For instance, on Sunday I told him that I am leaving for Japan on the 8th of June for two weeks. He got this extremely sad look on his face and said "What am I going to do without seeing your face for two weeks?". I told him that he was fine for the six months he went there before me. THEN he informed me that that was before he was "addicted" to me. Who is this guy? What is he going to tell me next, my love is his drug? Ridiculous.
Then I went on my lunch break and sat down with my tea and started to read. Well, he must of thought that I hadn't had enough of him and this was my code for "Hey, you should come and join me!". He must of failed Social skills 101 in school. So my work day was not exactly a fun one, it wasn't bad, just not my favorite.
After work I went to youth group in Bountiful where Matt was teaching about loving your enemy. He used the example of Osama bin Laden and asked the question "Did he deserve to die?". That was a hard question for me to answer, I felt wrong making the call on someone's life, even if they are evil. But then we investigated some more and realized that he deserved death and eternal damnation. But as we read further we started to realize that so do we... so do I. Romans 3:23 says "... for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God". Now, I know that comparing myself to Osama bin Laden sounds harsh; but I don't disagree with it. I have also sinned, I have commited murder in my heart and have destroyed people with my harsh words. I am a liar, cheater, and a theif. I do, and always will, fall short of the glory of God.
Here are some other verses:
"You have heard that it was said, 'You shall lover your neighbor and hate your enemy.' But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you..." Matthew 5:43-48
"You have heard that it was said to the people long ago, 'You shall not murder, and anyone who murders will be subject to judgment.' But I tell you that anyone who is angry with a brother or sister will be subject to judgment. Again, anyone who says to a brother or sister 'Raca' (idiot) is answerable to the court. Anyone who says, 'You fool!' will be in danger of the fire of hell."
Matthew 5:21-22
"But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners Christ died for us" Romans 5:8
The greatest commandments are to Love God and Love everybody else. I admit to breaking both of these. I learned that because of this, we should be humbled and repentant.
"Do not rejoice when your enemy falls, and let not your heart be glad when he stumbles."
Proverbs 24:17
Sunday
Sunday I worked until about six and had an annoying customer that was there my ENTIRE shift. He isn't a creepy guy but he goes over board sometimes. For instance, on Sunday I told him that I am leaving for Japan on the 8th of June for two weeks. He got this extremely sad look on his face and said "What am I going to do without seeing your face for two weeks?". I told him that he was fine for the six months he went there before me. THEN he informed me that that was before he was "addicted" to me. Who is this guy? What is he going to tell me next, my love is his drug? Ridiculous.
Then I went on my lunch break and sat down with my tea and started to read. Well, he must of thought that I hadn't had enough of him and this was my code for "Hey, you should come and join me!". He must of failed Social skills 101 in school. So my work day was not exactly a fun one, it wasn't bad, just not my favorite.
After work I went to youth group in Bountiful where Matt was teaching about loving your enemy. He used the example of Osama bin Laden and asked the question "Did he deserve to die?". That was a hard question for me to answer, I felt wrong making the call on someone's life, even if they are evil. But then we investigated some more and realized that he deserved death and eternal damnation. But as we read further we started to realize that so do we... so do I. Romans 3:23 says "... for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God". Now, I know that comparing myself to Osama bin Laden sounds harsh; but I don't disagree with it. I have also sinned, I have commited murder in my heart and have destroyed people with my harsh words. I am a liar, cheater, and a theif. I do, and always will, fall short of the glory of God.
Here are some other verses:
"You have heard that it was said, 'You shall lover your neighbor and hate your enemy.' But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you..." Matthew 5:43-48
"You have heard that it was said to the people long ago, 'You shall not murder, and anyone who murders will be subject to judgment.' But I tell you that anyone who is angry with a brother or sister will be subject to judgment. Again, anyone who says to a brother or sister 'Raca' (idiot) is answerable to the court. Anyone who says, 'You fool!' will be in danger of the fire of hell."
Matthew 5:21-22
"But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners Christ died for us" Romans 5:8
The greatest commandments are to Love God and Love everybody else. I admit to breaking both of these. I learned that because of this, we should be humbled and repentant.
"Do not rejoice when your enemy falls, and let not your heart be glad when he stumbles."
Proverbs 24:17
Friday, May 27, 2011
Little did I know...
So it turns out, keeping up on this blogging stuff is tougher than I thought! Kudos to those of you who stay on top of it!
I'm trying to look back on what I did yesterday and I feel like it was a whole lot of nothing. I had the day off and zero motivation to do anything. So I sat home, ate, and watched Hey, Arnold for about three hours. But I did end up driving out to Bountiful to visit Matt. I was finally able to take him out to eat, which was a really great feeling because over the past four months I have been struggling with money. I have also noticed that I have become a lot more responsible with my money and am not spending on silly things that I don't need. I am starting to learn the concept of "It's God's money first", althought I don't claim to have mastered it quite yet ;)
As for today, I had a pretty frustrating morning. I lost my contact lense and don't have anymore backups. Which means I might not have contacts when I go to Japan. I REALLY hope I can get an eye appointment in soon so they can order me some more. It ususally takes a little bit to get here so I'm hoping that I have just over a little bit of time until I leave. Work was slow today so I was pretty thankful when it was over (no, that isn't my one thing of thankfulness). I don't know... today hasn't been a bad day, but it also hasn't necessarily been good either. I did notice a lot of pan handlers today walking aroun the junction in Ogden. They always ask for money but when any of us offer to buy them food they get mad at you. I really hope that they kind find out that they are worth more than what they are addicted to. I am thankful that I don't have to deal with what they are dealing with. But I also pray for the strength to show them love, because I have noticed that I really struggle with that.
I'm trying to look back on what I did yesterday and I feel like it was a whole lot of nothing. I had the day off and zero motivation to do anything. So I sat home, ate, and watched Hey, Arnold for about three hours. But I did end up driving out to Bountiful to visit Matt. I was finally able to take him out to eat, which was a really great feeling because over the past four months I have been struggling with money. I have also noticed that I have become a lot more responsible with my money and am not spending on silly things that I don't need. I am starting to learn the concept of "It's God's money first", althought I don't claim to have mastered it quite yet ;)
As for today, I had a pretty frustrating morning. I lost my contact lense and don't have anymore backups. Which means I might not have contacts when I go to Japan. I REALLY hope I can get an eye appointment in soon so they can order me some more. It ususally takes a little bit to get here so I'm hoping that I have just over a little bit of time until I leave. Work was slow today so I was pretty thankful when it was over (no, that isn't my one thing of thankfulness). I don't know... today hasn't been a bad day, but it also hasn't necessarily been good either. I did notice a lot of pan handlers today walking aroun the junction in Ogden. They always ask for money but when any of us offer to buy them food they get mad at you. I really hope that they kind find out that they are worth more than what they are addicted to. I am thankful that I don't have to deal with what they are dealing with. But I also pray for the strength to show them love, because I have noticed that I really struggle with that.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
The middle
Today was full of great things. First of all I had the day off, which means I got to sleep in, and I also was paid today. I ususally estimate in my head about how much I will get in my next paycheck so I know how I want to budget it. I ended up getting a little bit more than I was expecting (which I didn't mind one bit).
I did splurg a little bit and bought myself a pair of Chaco's (I budgeted for them)
They will be perfect in Japan.
That's another thing that is great about today. Exactly two weeks from today... I will be leaving for Japan!! I can't wait to be there and see everything I can. I am thankful that I get to help others in need and pray that when we need help, God will send others to us.
I did splurg a little bit and bought myself a pair of Chaco's (I budgeted for them)
They will be perfect in Japan.
That's another thing that is great about today. Exactly two weeks from today... I will be leaving for Japan!! I can't wait to be there and see everything I can. I am thankful that I get to help others in need and pray that when we need help, God will send others to us.
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Slacking
Well, it would seem that my life has been very hectic and have failed to get online. But the truth is that I have just been lazy. All of this rain is draining my motivation, a terrible excuse I know, but I will use it anyways ;)
Ok, so let's recap:
Sunday:
I was having seizures Sunday morning which is usually really depressing for me, but I haven't had them in so long that I am feeling really good about it. I understand that my medicine won't make them dissapear but will control them. I was able to go to work later that day and we had a really busy day which always brightens up my day. Meeting new people and talking to them about their lives is something I was never really able to do at another job. It seems that this coffee shop really suits me! After work I went to youth group in bountiful and was able to talk to one of my old friends about when we were younger and reminisce. So, Sunday I was thankful for bringing the realization how long it has been since I have had seizures. I also appreciate how many people I have gotten to meet in my life already and am excited to see how many others I will meet and how our lives will touch each other. Exciting!
Monday:
Ok, so let's recap:
Sunday:
I was having seizures Sunday morning which is usually really depressing for me, but I haven't had them in so long that I am feeling really good about it. I understand that my medicine won't make them dissapear but will control them. I was able to go to work later that day and we had a really busy day which always brightens up my day. Meeting new people and talking to them about their lives is something I was never really able to do at another job. It seems that this coffee shop really suits me! After work I went to youth group in bountiful and was able to talk to one of my old friends about when we were younger and reminisce. So, Sunday I was thankful for bringing the realization how long it has been since I have had seizures. I also appreciate how many people I have gotten to meet in my life already and am excited to see how many others I will meet and how our lives will touch each other. Exciting!
Monday:
I went to work Monday morning and recieved my tips for the previous week and was able to have some friends over that night and buy pizza. It was great to hang out with some of my closest friends before a few of them left to China for the summer. I'm going to miss those little stinkers. Monday I realized how blessed I was for the people in my life and what great things they will be doing.
Tuesday:
Today I went to work and we became extremely busy so I was able to stay an extra hour to help out. I really love my job so it wasn't a pain at all and I get more money out of it. I also was able to get my friend a job at my work and am SUPER excited to be able to work with her. I am thankful that I love my job and that I get to be surrounded by people I enjoy. There is nothing worse than going to work and hating every moment you are there. I've been doing that for the past year and am SO glad I don't have that feeling anymore.
Saturday, May 21, 2011
The start of it all
Well I suppose today is the first day of my thankfulness project (even though I shared yesterday). I honestly didn't struggle at all trying to think of something I was thankful for because the weather was SO lovely. I'm sure that everyone felt thankful today. I know that we were hating all that rain but it honestly made everything so green and so spectacular. Utah, no matter how many negative comments people make, is beautiful. I am truly blessed to live in a place that looks pretty in all seasons.
Eat your heart out.
365 days of thankfulness
How many times do you wake up, go about your day, and go to bed without thinking of a single thing you are thankful for? I have realized that I do this on a regular basis and have decided to do a little project. Every day for one year I will account for what I am thankful for that day and explain to you why. This isn't necissarily for anyone but myself but I thought if I shared it then I might inspire someone else. I am hoping this next year will be a growing experience and that I will learn a lot about the people and the world I am surrounded by and realize the blessings I have even in the most difficult days.
As for today, I am thankful for the relationship I have with Matt. Today we both had the day off so I went to Bountiful and helped him do laundry and clean up his appartment. That sounds like such an awful chore and is honestly one of my least favorites but I enjoyed spending time with him. We also made dinner and lunch together, something we should do more often.
After we ate dinner, we went down to the weekly comedy improv show that is held at a community church/ coffee shop in Ogden. We usuallly take pictures for them but this week we forgot his camera and had to drive back to Bountiful only to turn around and come to Ogden. We were gone the entire show but I was suprised how much I enjoyed it. We talked for the entire time and never turned on the music. Which then made me realize that we never play music in the car when we are together because we are continuously in a conversation. Once again, I am thankful for the relationship I have with Matt and what a blessing he is to me.
As for today, I am thankful for the relationship I have with Matt. Today we both had the day off so I went to Bountiful and helped him do laundry and clean up his appartment. That sounds like such an awful chore and is honestly one of my least favorites but I enjoyed spending time with him. We also made dinner and lunch together, something we should do more often.
After we ate dinner, we went down to the weekly comedy improv show that is held at a community church/ coffee shop in Ogden. We usuallly take pictures for them but this week we forgot his camera and had to drive back to Bountiful only to turn around and come to Ogden. We were gone the entire show but I was suprised how much I enjoyed it. We talked for the entire time and never turned on the music. Which then made me realize that we never play music in the car when we are together because we are continuously in a conversation. Once again, I am thankful for the relationship I have with Matt and what a blessing he is to me.
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